Happier than anyone has a right to be.....

............Eating this warm brownie (Ginny just baked) and sipping this cup of decaf (so I'll sleep)
wondering if anything can taste better!
.............Listening to Wayne and Ginny laugh (serious hee hawing) in the next room watching TV
wondering how I'll feel in a few years when it's quiet.
.............Feeling my big girl give me a big hug and hearing her hum to her ipod while she cleans
wondering what I did to make her so happy! ( Who cares if I'm hugged?)
.............Seeing the rain fall on my plants that are brilliant green
wondering how rain can smell so good!
............Hearing my dryer buzzer tell me the sheets are dry
wondering if it's possible to love sleep more than I do.
............Talking to my Mom give me her full surgery report
wondering if my girls roll their eyes on the phone with me too.
...........Catching Wayne wink at me when I walk by
wondering if he sees what I see when I look in the mirror.
............Listening to Toby Mac sing about gaining the world and losing his soul
wondering if God knows how much I want to lose myself in Him?