Seems like after running last week, I am officially in a runners and writing block. I cannot get motivated to run, nor can I conjure up anything remotely interesting to talk about on this blog. Frustrating!
So here is a compilation of boring snippets for lack of anything else remotely interesting...........
Tomorrow I get my hair cut. This is a major milestone. I always wear my hair super short, it just seems easier to deal with. After I got a pixie cut before going to Africa last summer, I decided it was time to let it grow out. I have not cut it since July. It is super shaggy but long! (Long meaning almost to my chin, and past my neck in the back.) My goal is a ponytail. Hopefully tomorrow I will have some sense of style.
I am almost half way on my nieces blanket. Did you know that my ADD makes it extremely difficult to concentrate on an afghan knitting project? I much prefer socks, but I am loving this pattern and they may share a blanket with socks for each!
After reading this blog, I decided to get ruthless and clean my closet. I finally gave away all the pants that I cannot, or do not wear. I told myself if I lose enough weight I'll just buy some new ones. Not much danger of that, what with the runners block and all.......
There is an inner sense of peace to walk into my closet and see less stuff. What I see is what I wear. Thanks "Not Going Postal" for the kick start!
Well I know this post has had you at the edge of your seat.....but I gotta go put some clothes in the dryer. I'll leave you with some of my shutterbugs latest work...........................
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
I'm not busy....just boring
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Wednesday, March 23, 2011
I'd rather be 42 than.......
a 14 year old girl in middle school.
having to go through nurse practitioner school all over again.
waking up to nurse a baby in the middle of the night, again and again and again
a college graduate in this bad economy
Because when you're 42...............
You are much better at saying "no'
You usually can get a decent night's sleep every night( too old for babies, and too young for hotflashes)
You're husband has been around long enough to know not to say stupid things, knows what restaurants you like best and can figure out how to buy a really great birthday present.
You're kids still need you...but not to wipe their hineys.
I no longer have the urge to wear incredibly uncomfortable high heels.
I am fully embracing this season. I don't fear aging. The forties have been my best decade so far.
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Monday, March 21, 2011
Princess Warriors
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Thursday, March 17, 2011
The ups and downs of running
I ran my slowest ever 5K. Wayne was kind and said it was because I'm over 40. I know better....I need to lose about 30 lbs.
Sunday I run my first ever half marathon and although I know I will be fine, I'd really like to get through it without walking. I've got my mantras ready..."What the mind can concieve, the body can achieve" (thanks Kenny for that one!) and "You can do it girl, one step at a time" I can always use this one, "Looking good girl, keep it up"
I've got my ipod loaded with Janet Jackson, Justin Timberlake, Journey, Tony Mac and Mandisa. I even have a sermon by Mark Driscoll if I think I want to quit. Tonight I had no ipod and it was rough.
If I can make it though this race, maybe I'll tackle a marathon in the fall, or maybe I'll just stick with neighborhood 5K's.
The best part of this race is running with my girlies. They have been so much fun to train with, even the days we did sprints. I would have quit this whole thing a long time ago if it were not for them. I would have been content to run my 3 miles a day and an occasional 5K. Never push myself, but I'm glad I'm gonna stretch my limits a little.
So here's to stepping your of your comfort zone.........
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Wednesday, March 16, 2011
And this made me cry
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Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Even so come quickly Lord Jesus
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Sunday, March 13, 2011
A Plethora of Emotions
This sums up my weekend. Lots of emotions...........
Saddened- Everytime I turn on the TV or pull up the internet I am so saddened by the devastation of Japan. My Sunday School class (all women) specifically prayed for the Japanese women who lost children, husbands, parents in a way I cannot comprehend. We prayed that the God of all comfort would reveal Himself to them, would draw them to Himself.
Loved- Wayne took me to Carrabas then shopping for new running clothes as a early birthday celebration. The girls went with us. It was one of those family times that is rare and will be even more so in the next few months.
Worried- I am running my first half marathon next Sunday. I hope I can finish it. I felt very nauseous last time I ran 10 miles, and that's three less than the half. I got nauseated when I ran today (of course I had just eaten) so I kept thinking , "there is no way I can do this next weekend" How's that for postive thinking?
Hopeful- Andy preached such an awesome message this morning. He's been going through Jude and today he encouraged us to stay in the fight. God uses ordinary people to build His kingdom. God really spoke to me through his message, and a conversation with a friend that when we are a "nobody" that's when He does His best work through us....to display his glory.
Happy- I talked to Jamie, one of my sweet, sweet friends that I never seem to find time to talk with. She is a busy working mom like me, so she gets that it may be a while in between our convesation, but we can pick right up where we left off. I hugged her so hard this morning and heard all about what God is doing in her life and every time I thought back to that sweet conversation today it made me smile.
Peaceful- I had a picnic lunch on perhaps the most beautiful day of the entire year. We had chicken salad sandwiches (made from the SCA grilled chicken) and sat in the sunshine. We ate and talked with friends, enjoyed their little boys running around, and mostly just soaked up the goodness of God to bless us with a gorgeous day.
All in all, a very good weekend.
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Thursday, March 10, 2011
A baptist girl's take on Lent
I was raised as strict a baptist girl as you can get. Lent was something that I vaguely knew happened in the Catholic church. It involved mysterious ashes, and I'm quite sure that there was some sort of whispered explanation about "Oh that's something for catholics, we don't do that."
So when my coworker, who is a nondenominational girl that is crazy about Jesus, asked me what I was giving up for Lent, I gave her a blank look and said, "Uh, I'm not catholic, I'm baptist." Then we both laughed and I thought, "Far be it from a baptist to give up anything, much less say no to food in any shape or form."
My inquisitive mind would not let it go, I began to research. Where did Lent come from? Is there some doctrinal issue that would make it wrong for me to observe Lent? Why would I want to give up something for 40 days? Does it bring you closer to God to fast from something in your life?
I found some interesting things about Lent. It is recognition and celebration of the crucifixtion and resurrection of Jesus. Noel Piper, from Desiring God gives this great description of Ash Wednesday, and Lent. Please go here to read it.
So, I decided that this baptist girl would see what happens when I purposefully lay aside something that would require a bit of a sacrifice on my part, so that I could have a daily reminder of the sacrifice that God gave me in His Son, Jesus. Oh, there's no comparison, but yet, there is a daily reminder of the forty days Jesus spent battling Satan and sharing deep fellowship with the Father in the desert. There is a somber reminder of the cost of disobedience as the children of Israel wandered in the wilderness.
By marking the forty days until I celebrate His life giving resurrection, I stop and think about His great sacrifice. By disciplining myself, I refocus on Christ. By allowing myself to stop and ponder,"Why did Christ have to die?" I find the answer is worth pondering.
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Monday, March 7, 2011
Friday, March 4, 2011
A Great American Hero
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Thursday, March 3, 2011
Best reads in 2011
We are almost through the first three months of 2011, and I have read some incredible books.
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Tuesday, March 1, 2011
He speaks into us:
It never ceases to amaze me that God would speak into our lives. Here is what He said, just this morning to some of my friends:
Ps. 28- do not be nice to people then talk about them behind their back.
Mercy, peace, love.....thanks Jude for the reminder.
Get up, (insert her name :))!!! ....oh and...that my prayers should always rooted in thanksgiving. Because I have him, in all things I can find rejoicing. I Thess.
IRONICALLY....as if I haven't heard enough (but he knows I'm hard headed) that I need to give Him out of sacrifice, not from my abundance....hence, Him 1st, other "stuff" after him. God is just amazing when He pounds in a point!
It seems that the thing God is drilling me about is the overall theme of what the devotion I'm reading said this morning, "Lovest thou me?" John 21:17 (Jesus talking to Peter) do I truly love Jesus, am I even His friend? Because if I truly loved Him I would keep His commands....I don't know and the thing is everything I'm looking at is pointing me back to this. Ephesus, the loveless church, our SS and church services yesterday, and our next chapter in Crazy Love is about....love.
Ps. 48:14 For this God is our God for ever and ever: He will be our guide unto death. Nice to remember who I can count on.
Hey I was reading in Job and he reminded me no matter what trials come he is still there.
The path God has chosen for us is uniquely our own. We are not to compare it to anyone else's. The lessons of trust we learn on this path are often wrapped in difficulties...but they are opportunities to grow...to trust Him more. Oh how He is teaching me this!
Reading in Mark this morning: My love for god should make all other relationships, husband, children look like hate when compared to my love for Him. Wow! That is alot of love...I am so far from that, but that is where I want to be! God teach me to love you more than anything.
God showed me that by knowing Him I have the greatest possession I could have. Nothing compares to the greatness of knowing Jesus. Philippians 3:8
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Psalms 48
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