Monday, January 31, 2011
Unplugged
Instead, I am going to try to be intentional in spending time reading the Bible, talking to God while I take some long walks. I want to spend some time praying over each one of my girls and Wayne. I want to write some notes to people I care about. I want to spend some time talking (you know, old fashioned face to face conversation) with some friends I never seem to find time to talk to.
I will hopefully find my self more centered and less distracted at the end of the week. I know that God has something He wants to tell me, I've been way to busy to stop and listen.
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Thursday, January 27, 2011
Babies and faith
Tonight I went to visit a friend of mine who just had twins! The baby boy is still in the hospital, but I got to see sweet baby girl C.
This little angel is not even 5 lbs. So precious with her cupid bow lips that were stained with dried milk. Her little fingers were almost translucent. I could smell her new born baby scent. Her little feet were no longer than my thumb and the most precious new skin with tiny wrinkles covered a sole that has yet to touch the ground.
She made small stretches and tiny grunts and gave me a scowl when I laughed too loud. Her mama says she sleeps so good and mostly wants to drink her mama's milk and lay on her mama's chest. This sweet one does not care about where the milk comes from. She doesn't worry if it will run out. She just knows and trusts. She has not spent the afternoon fussing about her brother so far away and wondering when he will return. She graciously accepted the tiny purple cap I knit for her and drifted back to dream land, perfectly content to be snuggled in its warmth.
Child like faith. A beautiful picture of what how I am to be. I want to trust, not in the quality or quantity of my supply, but in my Abba who has promised to care for me, His child.
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Monday, January 24, 2011
Light Affliction
My newest addiction is twitter. You can find me on twitter at: @waynes3girls. It is the beauty of Facebook without the stupidity of games, worthless comments, etc. etc. I follow our pastor Andy, and he just left a tweet that made me think.........
........If you are called you must answer the call. There is a one of a kind message Jesus wants to speak through you. The walk will not be easy, but this small affliction is but for a moment....."
If it is true (and I believe based on Matt. 4:19 it is) that Christ has called every believer to follow Him, if it is true that He has designed a plan specifically for my life (and I believe based on Ephesians 2:10 He has) and if it is true that every believer will suffer hardships ( and I believe we will based on I Peter 4:12) then God must have an answer for me when I feel discouraged.
He tells us "What you suffer now is just a momentary light affliction". It doesn't feel light. It hurts. I am tired. Somedays I think I could just turn and walk away from it all.
But Christ tells me, "It's a small thing really".
"Based on what?" I ask. According to how it feels it seems very hard, very large.
"Based on what I have prepared for you." He answers.
"Did you forget that I have prepared a place that you, with your limited human mind, human eyes and ears, could never take in? Why it would terrify you in it's splendor?"
So I hand him the momentary light affliction and ask Him if He would carry it for me. He gently lifts it from my back and with the kind hand of a Father, places it on His shoulder. He sees me bent low. He knows it's hard for me to see the ending as bright as it may be. He knows my legs ache from the race I'm running, so in His tenderness, He swings me up and carries me for a while. Until I'm stronger, Until I'm ready to run again. Until I realize that the burden is a light affliction.
What do you carry that seems so heavy? It's a light affliction..............
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Sunday, January 23, 2011
Just what I needed
This morning I had the most delicious coffee ever! It was just what I needed.
Sunday School ( I really love those girls) was chapter 3 of "Crazy Love" Ah the love God has for us....overwhelming! Please remind me God that it really is all about You, and I have to daily ask You to help me love you. Just what I needed.
Worship was awesome. Funny how when you ask God to meet you, He does. When I sat in the pew after singing I said to Worth, "I'm about to shout! " :) Singing about "Holy is the Lord", one of my favorite songs, hearing the boys in the band bring it, well it was just what I needed.
Andy preached on four steps to Christian growth from Colossians. One thing he said that really blew me away was, everything I need, to do exactly what God wants me to do, I have in Christ. He is sufficient for everything I need. What a precious promise! It was just what I needed.
Wayne took me out for lunch. I had a turkey on wheat at Subway. I wanted something fattening, but the turkey on wheat was....just what I needed.
Michelle and Christine and I rode bikes all afternoon. We are slowly but surely progressing on our quest to finish a triathlon. We biked 12 miles in 52 minutes! You know I would have much rather just run, but the bike ride.....was just what I needed.
Tonight I listened to Andy talk about one of my most favorite books in Scripture. We are "Rediscovering John". I love that book! I love John, the disciple Jesus loved. I can't wait to meet him. He saw Jesus perform more miracles than he could write down. He authored the seven "I AM's". He reminds us in chapter 17 that while Jesus was walking on earth over two thousand years ago, he was praying for me. Wow!To know that God does not need me, but wants me well, that was just what I needed.
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Friday, January 21, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Just cuz.....
Tonight I'm happy...just cuz.......
Wayne left me a few pieces of bacon on the stove when I got in from a meeting late
I ran 4 miles today and I hit my groove at 1 mile
Tina text me to say she ran 2 miles
Leah made me laugh really hard at work today
It was a good hair day
It's supposed to be beautiful tomorrow
I've got a new Prevention magazine to read when I go snuggle up in bed in a minute
The girls chatted with me tonight...about nothing very important...but that made the chat even better
Now matter what...I'm loved...by beautiful girls, a strong handsome man, and the God who made it all and hold it all together
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Monday, January 17, 2011
Breakfast
Do you like to eat breakfast? It is the most important meal of the day. I eat breakfast most everyday, so does Ginny my youngest. Leslie and her Daddy will probably meet an early demise because they refuse to obey this important health rule. Dpending on the day, it can be elaborate, or eaten on the run. In honor of the perfect French toast I made, and am eating while I type, here are some important tidbits about my love of breakfast:
1. Coffee is a MUST. No decent self respecting breakfast is complete without it. Coffee can turn a handfull of cookies into a sensible breakfast.
2. I used to love to make my babies rice cereal and applesauce for breakfast. They were so happy in the morning and so ready to eat. They would laugh and coo and spray me with rice cereal.
3. Breakfast burritos are probably my family's favorite and we eat it for supper alot too.
4.Waffle House trumps Huddle House every time.
5. Eggs, bacon and smokey toast best camping breakfast ever. It's even better when you chase it with an ice cold Coke from the cooler, and it's just cold enough to make you wear your jacket. The camp chair are a little damp still and the squirrels are running around like crazy hoping you drop a crumb or two.
6. When you cruise, always go to breakfast in the dining hall vs. the buffet.
7. Oatmeal with raisins and a sprinkle of cinnamon and sugar is the best day in-day out breakfast ever.
8. Before I die I want to learn how to poach an egg and make hollendaise sauce.
9. When I was a kid, we were so poor, my mom would make rice or cooked bran cereal before we went to school. We never got sugar cereal, it cost too much, and she made breakfast alsmost every morning I can remember.
10. Can you think of a better feeling than to wake up and smell bacon frying? No matter where you are, it means your home.
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Sunday, January 16, 2011
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Bits of utter randomness
If you happen to care...........
This pretty yarn reminds me of pistachio ice cream
Well, we are keeping our 30 day pledge of not eating out. Last night may have been somewhat of a cheat. We got 2 for 1 subs at Subway which turned out a whole lot cheaper than buying stuff to make subs at home. Wayne was hungry for nachos, so I managed to make nachos that were less than 500 calories for me....don't get too excited, I've had better.
Training for my half is going well. Tomorrow I am running 5 to maybe 8 depending on the weather and my ability to keep up with L&C my running buddies. Made reservations at the OMNI HOTEL for the night before the race. It's gonna be so much fun!
I am mulling over the idea of a container garden this year. I would love to have cucumbers, but will they grow well in a container.
Last night we watched Georgia Traveler (I'm not making this up folks, this is what we do on Friday nights, eat nachos and watch GPB) and I fell in love with Okeefenokee Swamp. It is a must see place for 2011. It is gorgeous down there.
After sooooo many days of cloudy skies and dreary weather, This was a beautiful sunset to watch......
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Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Come take a walk with us
Wayne and I have cabin fever. While I strongly believe that rest is good for the soul mind and body, anyone can get a little stir crazy. So Wayne just pulled on his boots and told me to get mine on, so come go with us. The woods are beautiful when there is snow on the ground and there is nothing on TV right now except Jerry Springer.
Time to head back, Look at these tracks. I tell Wayne I think they are deer, tracks, He tells me that they are probably Willow tracks. She thinks she owns these woods. She spends countless hours roaming, sniffing, chasing squirrels. Perfect life for a country dog.
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Monday, January 10, 2011
Sunday, January 9, 2011
pretty man pizza
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Saturday, January 8, 2011
Hard lessons
This week I learned that.........
.........sticking to a budget means I have to tell myself no even when I'm dying for Blackbirds...or Chik-Fil-A....or Lands End clearance.
.........investing in relationships is hard work, and sometimes I'm just lazy.
.........running in the cold with no gloves is hard on the eczema on my left hand.
..........not everyone wants or needs my opinion.
.........there are only two people in this world that I am responsible for besides me.. Leslie and Virginia....and even they
don't always listen to me.
.........if you don't speak clearly and carefully, you will be sure to be misunderstood.
.........if I want to save the last little bit of milk for my coffee in the morning, I better hide it in the vegetable bin, no one looks in there.
..........life is too short to hold grudges.
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Monday, January 3, 2011
No time like the present
In celebration of the beginning of 2011 I am casting on this beautiful baby watermelon hat. Isn't it precious? Two identical hats for my precious twin nieces that are coming in May.
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